Tuesday, March 3, 2009
new url!sorry to those who wants to know my new url and do not know what it is.
just come look for me and i'll let you know..
well...
physics paper suck!
20/45!
pulled down the whole damn science results.
i could have gotten a b4.
now? c6 ! TMD
math A1 ( like finally)
geog A1
sci c6 (screwed~!)
its our holocaust presentation tomorrow..
not that frightened liek the past,
i;ve been doing my own reading pratises at home.
just hope that i'll be fine tomorrow!! :)
Friday, February 27, 2009
We're driving slow through the snow on Fifth AvenueAnd right now radio's all that we can hear
Now we ain't talked since we left, it's so overdue
It's cold outside but between us it's worse in here
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now I
know this is the part
Where the end starts I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye
To find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
Everyday, seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now 'fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you it's hurting me
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now I know this is the part
Where the end starts I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye
To find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing's wrong
But there is no more time for lies
'Cause I see sunset in your eyes I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye
To find a way that I can tell you
That I gotta do it, I gotta do it, I gotta do it
I hate this part I gotta do it, I gotta do it,
I gotta do it
I hate this part right here
And I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here
letting things go and forget it maybe easy for you.
but not for me.
cause i'm not the only one feeling annoyed and irritated by your presence.
more than 10 more of my friends dislike you so much,
they nag at my ear,
claiming that you did this, you did that.
especially when i found out how you hurt someone with your words,
and then cover your bottocks with reasons.
as usual,
you'll never think that you are in the wrong,
whatever that you do,
you'll just push the blame to others.
the way you react to stuff, its just like a broken recorder, repeating itself.
29 more days!!!!!
Thursday, February 26, 2009
i'm speechless.i'm really speechless by how you can actually use all sorts of weird reasons to cover up your buttocks and think that you're forever not in the wrong. i was just looking through at those reasons that you gave,
omg,
you've not grown.
just look at yourself,
if you think that you're mature,
there's no kids in this world.
you think that you're the only on living on this earth,
we all are your puppets that you play.
training with nc7 was cool today,
had alot of laughters and all.
the cookie crunch and the cannot complete.
jokers!
and #1 was laughing at me cause i said that i cried like a chicken.
leehuang is so right,
just leave and ignore......
Monday, February 23, 2009
uploading all the old photos,still have some in charmaine's phone, she haven send to me yet..
swensen's icecream cake!
gwen's birthday celebration at dayi's house
gwen being abused, cassie just wants to take unglam of her.. zutzutzut
the 7 grandchildren of my grandmother
julian
jerry's birthday celebration at grandma's house
COMMON TESTS ARE OVER!
say "No!" to sleeping at 10 pm every night!!
hurhur,
i've got a EARcandy that say hello to me through the phone!
ok, i dont even know how IT looks like, got to wait for SOMEONE"S hair to grow longer first before i approach her to get my EARcnady's picture!
the "hello" its super duper wooper cute!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU!
thats me word for the week,
talked to yuxian for 0,1,1.1,1.2,1.3,1.4 hours!
from 5-6.20??
haha, live your life with no regrets.
its our last year already and we should treasure our time together.
"live life with no regrets"
"leave me and will you be happy?"
"its not a choice, its an effort from us to take the step forward"
"sorry was not the word i want to hear"
"the last reason to spoil the relationship is to not know what is the problem"
OH FUGGLY,
life sucks totally, i was feeling sour while talking to my dearest nu-er when she was talking to me singing together while we play songs. I LOVE HER SO SO MUCH! :)
Sunday, February 15, 2009
thanks peiqi, maysiu and huifen :Pguess what?
you girls nearly made me teared cause of those hearts that was in the bag,
i was at the ne corner when i opened and peeped at it,
you girls can ask jaime how touched i was when i say it.
it really brightens up my mood, cause i was feeling super unwell towards fall out.
i wen to count the anount of hearts,
500 exactly if i didnt count wrongly.
i'm not sure if these 500 hearts are folded by only the 3 of you or with teh help of other ppl or whatever it is,
but seriously, i'm touched...
thats why i took so many pictures of it to show how happy i was when i reached home and poured all the stuff in the bag onto the floor..
and and,
that 5 pieces of paper inside,
so tiny.. i tried to dig, but cant even feel it.
and out of the 5, only 1 has a note on it..
lol
haha,
but still,
THANK YOU!
ALSO,
thanks to all those who gave me something, whether is it big or small.
thank you to :
lee huang ( your winnie the pooh letter)
leah, ( yellow jem )
deborah, ( chocolate+letter )
wenhui,( long biscuit)
eleanor, (milo for strengthening me + letter )
yingching, ( chocolate )
xiaowei, ( chocolate )
stephanie, (chocolate )
nc2, (chocolate )
peiqi,
huifen,
maysiu,
mr lim.. (rose+letter+chocolate)
THANK YOU! :)
freak, tuesday is coming!
Thursday, February 12, 2009
it has been 2 days..trying to live without it tmr.
so many ppl looking at me, like as if some wierdo or what.
and it really hurts..
green tea may be the main problem,
have been drninking too much i guess.
almost every bottle per day.
but this week, i didnt buy any, just drink one sip of it only..
and my photos printed out alr.
stupid uncle, forget to laminate one of my photos :(
i cant wait to pass them those photos tmr to put into their wallets!! :)
heehee..
crap, there's cca tmr,
more running for me during fall in and fall out if teachers not present.
freak,
hate to run in my half u....
there's pe tmr,
if suicide, i am still ok with it, if tennis even better, haha...
just no long dist runnning.
sam told me that we can run 16 rounds outside the hall= 2.4km..
gosh, no way!!
thanks for everyone who have been asking me whats wrong. its just an old injury that i has since pri5. weak knees. cant do tedious exercises. not that i am weak, just my knees. but i'm fine. just pain at times.. no worries :P
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
oh gosh! i want a new knee!my knees are really killing me,
its no longer the pain,
its just the whole damn right knee getting all numb-ed.
i dont want to rely on the knee support thing that i got and the doctor advised
i dont want to rely on the pain killers
i dont want to rely on the cream.
why cant my stupid damn knee just listen to me and stop giving me so much problems??!!!!!!! :(
i cant run cant do drill, cant climb up the stairs or down the stairs too fast, cant stay in a cold air conditioned room for too long..... omg, i'm like some oldperson who cant do this and cant do that.
like can you believe that someone who hasnt even reached 16 is straining so much on her knees that the joint are causing friction which caused pain??
the 12 rounds just killed my knees so badly.
i guess to survive tmr, the knee support needs to play a part.
but just hate the tight thingy on my knee, i feel so stiff with it. :(
BAD KNEES!!!!
Monday, February 9, 2009
"I don't concern you neither do you concern me."thanks for letting things go,
cause i can tell that you have your FRIENDS, CLIQUE AND ALL
whoa, thats good isnt it?
training today was so so funny,
laughing half the time,
cause of stupid stuff.
i was rolled around just because #3 and #4 cant get that blanket under me/
#1 was laughing at things that i dont even know what it is???
i think #2 is still as normal as a human.
nc7 looks more united than ever.
seeing them smiling during nursing brightens up my evening!
spent the last few minutes deciding on the venue we'll be staying over a night before the competition.
i'm sorry but to be so so bhb and want you all to offer me a place to stay.
cause i really have a lot of plans for the things i want to do with you guys before the competition
and i have so many things i want to tell you all the night before competition.
looking forward to 27th and 28th of march...
did a stupid ecareer thing and the jobs that i want is not listed!
where's my pharmacy science??
maybe should do early childhood? child psychology?
but these two are like so no future kind of job and the pay i'll get is not more than 2500.
not enough! like OMG
i'm planning for the pharmacy science or biomedical science,
so that i can work in the hospital or the AVA, NEA and all..
cool right??
well, i guess i should not think too much. just focus on my studies, or else i cant even go anywhere with bad results
cant wait to get back the lyrics that joa is going to write for me!
haha,
she thought i returned her thr lyrics, how foolish
i only wanted you to complete it and add new stuff to it.
and i want to tell you now, here on WWW that i realy love you alot and please dont shed a single tear for me when you sms me okay???
you're tears are so precious, its not meant for me! haha.
wait till friday the 13 to give out my gifts to 4 pretty ladies that have impacted alot on my life :)
