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Thursday, August 28, 2008

clarice is sad today
clarice was fooling too much today
clarice didnt think twice today
clarice was foolish today
clarice cried today
clarice is tired today
clarice stand alot today
clarice was stared at today
clarice made ppl sad today
clarice made ppl disappointed today
clarice didnt want these to happen today
clarice is emo-ing today
clarice quarrelled with ppl today
clarice got into trouble today
clarice is dead today

clarice is staring at the screen now
clarice has swollen eyes now
clarice is heartbroken now
clarice has a painful knee now
clarice has a moody mood now
clarice is blogging now
clarice has got nothing to say now
clarice is fuck-ed up now

clarice didnt think too much about the thing that she was going to do.
clarice thought that it was alright. but its not anyone's fault,
clarice made her own choice.

clarice will not blame you, ( you know who you are )

clarice thinks that it is not your fault

clarice wants you to be happier

clarice hates to see you cry in my hug

clarice loves your smiles

clarice wants to see them again
clarice is now waiting for the punishments and
clarice is scared.
clarice wants a clean record of her secondary school life.

clarice is worried about the results

clarice is freaking out

clarice is really trembling
clarice needs a shoulder to cry on.
clarice needs listening ear.
clarice will not blame anyone for this outcome.
clarice is partly responsible, no,

clarice is responsible

clarice knows that its not only one person's fault

clarice knows that this punishment have to be fair to you

clarice thought of it with you

clarice will do everything with you

clarice will be there for you

clarice will not let you be alone

clarice promise for that.
clarice will not say too much.
clarice is not suppose to say anything out.

clarice doesn't want ppl to know

clarice hates to answer the questions

clarice needs peace for now

clarice hopes that she can be like the past

clarice wants to be happier

clarice is now broken

clarice will not be who she is

clarice must be good for now

clarice have to put up a show

clarice needs to be a good girl

clarice wants to get away from the bad
clarice is ready to face all questioning tomorrow,
clarice has done it, and
clarice will face the music.

clarice needs to be alone.

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

我的华文口试一定会不及格！！
我有很多字都不会读！

rarh!
even wang lao shi ask me if i speak chinese at home anot
i do speak, but its like i jumble english with chinese
so i cant say a sentence of proper chinese.
she say that i have difficulties pronouncing
wth!
sure anot make it one.
i couldn't read like 5 words!
and i purposely go skip one word and she was like frowning
and wondering if i have read the word anot.
LOL
today was pretty ok
just for the fact that i perspire alot aft break
was looking for giennieve
to swop back our name tags
we were playing during chinese and forget to swop back
TODAY IS FRUITS DAY
i ate water melons and papaya!
haha
I'M LOVIN' IT!

getting back report book tmr!!

Monday, August 25, 2008

ZUIAI
it breaks my heart seeing you cry
everytime i receive any news about you
its like a needle going in and out of my heart
i hate to see such a thing happen to you.
cause i dont want you to keep walking on the wrong road
i hope that this time round,
you can really think about it
think about your future and not only the present
make the right choice
no matter what you choice, i will support you
but i just want to let you know that
giving up on friend are more worth it.
i know its against your idea.
but its for your own good alright.
with out those ouside friends,
you still have me right?
i dont mind being with you 24/7
i just want you to be good.
all these words may be very awful
and sounds very naggy,
but if this matter is regarding you, then i must say
if its other ppl, why would i care?
just because you are important in my life
tahts why i want to care so much
please think about it alright?

<3 your zuiai :)

posting about something that is positive now.
cause our FORM TEACHER SAY SO.
SO WE HAVE TO DELETE OUR OLD STUFF
and everyone is deleting their old post right now.

ok, so i have to say this and that is:
i have to blog about stuff that are positive from now on.
ok, just try to do so larh.

ok.. nothing much to blog about anyway..

upload pics and type about what happened ytd tonight!

MY BLOG
IS
CLEAN AND CLEAR!

Friday, August 22, 2008

got back all my results.
if i'm not wrong, the results thats going to be printed on my report book will be around there. got 67+ % for overall percentage. improved really alot. have proud of myself! maybe its because i studied hard? i studied hard but its always the day before then i start to study. maybe i should start to revise for EOY now.

geog was the BOMB! improved 27.05?!!!
math improved 21?!!
this two is the ultimate ones!

wanted some rewards or so.
guess what my dad says?

dad: when you get good results, you will want stuff from me and say is i owe you one. then when you owe me, do you return?"

clarice:" i owe you what?"

dad:" your phone bills no need to return arh? now neutral already. you owe me and i owe you. neutral ."

ok, fine. the reults of improving like more than 60 marks for all my subjects add together is to help me pay the phone bills that i owe. ok, so be it. so i guess 2 A1 are not good enough in their eyes. when my mum was the one who tell me that she wants to see A1 and not c6. fine, this term no c6 at all okay. but such a thing happen. in conclusion:

MY PARENT'S WORDS CANNOT BE TRUSTED!!

Thursday, August 21, 2008

upload some photos i found in my received file:

quite unglam.. my eyes!
from left: me, moy moy

from left: evan, chow chow and me!
( see my chocolate ice cream)

i was packing all my letters last night before i slept.
altogether 216 letters!!

before

side view

top view

done! packed nicely!!!

totally no mood for chinese lessons. sian. got back chinese results today. did really badly, my chinese results are getting from bad to worst. 56+. cannot rmb the decimal place. how lousy can it get. the chinese presentation got like 12/20? but i think there may be some changes, either higher or lower. cause got to add in another compo.

had pe assessment today. have no idea whats with me. i just couldn't hit that darn it ball. its either under the net of off-direction. all 3 attempts failed. then proceed with practising with joaquim, all could get in. maybe can't play under stress? got to retake..

got back physics paper after school. 27/40. 20 ppl in my class got distinction, why cant i? i studied hard, but my hard work is never paid off. and just hate it when i didnt do well/ not what i expected, and ppl come asking me for results. and is like, hello? can spare a thought for me anot? you may think that the marks that you get is enough and good enough, but to me, i thought i could get at least a 30. but nvm, got about 10 marks of improvement from last term. at least i passed. think positively.

had meeting with GB, NPCC, mr tang and miss nair regarding the CIP stuff. suppose to show them the games today, but forgottten to do. so we had our final planning and going to have another meeting on monday after school.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

here are the pathetic two pictures that i took during pn night
first time see liying like that worhx!( ah lian language!)
haha..

gotten back my e maths results!!
3 CHEERS!!!
damn happy to the extreme.
its like ever since ps;e till now, nv get anymore A for math
and TAADAAAA!!
15/15 for class test and 32/40 for common test
altogether is 85/100 for e math!
what more can i ask for!! haha
but must be humble,
cause i believe that there will be careless mistakes and all
and there's still room for improvements!!

getting back a math tmr.
getting back ss and chem on fri!
totally cannot wait anymore!!!

Sunday, August 17, 2008

hey, these are the new colours! cool right!
i was so bored and i changed the colours!

black

orange

pink

blue

green

white

nice right? haha, the green phone is damn nice!!!!
just watched the finals of woman's table tennis match
singapore gave away alot of balls!!
keep hitting off the table!
if all those hit out ones are hit properly,
singapore may have the chance to win loh.
haha
zhang yi ning is damn good
she was smacking with li jia wei
damn nice!! haha.
she's like 27 years old!!
world number 1
singapore gotten the silver medal!
like finally after so so so so long!

tomorrow is schooling day and yesterday was presentation night day
tomorrow is gwen's frist piano lesson day
going to rush home from school and send her there at 3pm.

Friday, August 15, 2008

COMMON

TEST

OVER!!

like finally.....

tomorrow having the zone 4 presentation night thing and i think i am so screwed up. the dance steps are not even done yet. and my dress haven find yet. oh gosh!

Sunday, August 10, 2008

the china students left us at avout 8 am today. sent her to school at 7.15am. really miss xiao ke alot. i just know her for 4-5 days but the friendship we bonded is like so so much more than that. and is liek when she was boarding the bus, that sour sour feeling just came and going to cry soon. hate to say good byes. gave her a hug though. she should be on the bus, still on her way to KL.

wednesday:
sat in the ava room and waited for them to arrive. the band played and invited them into the ava room. then we had some shaking of hands session and singing session. had recess with them and physics lab lesson. went to tour around pl and had lunch together.

thursday:
flag raising together and didnt meet after that

friday:
went to the little india, kampong glam and birdpark. had buffet for dinner. I HAD 5 SERVINGS! haha. xiaoke came over to my house and stay. she was able to communictae more with my mum. i had difficulties speaking in chinese! all the singlish will come out! xiao ke slept super early at 10 plus while i studies to pages of SS.

saturady:
met wenhui and her buddy, eleanor and her buddies, adelia and her buddies, leehuang and her buddies, miiwei and her buddy, deborah. had breakfast at the purple colour market.leehuang's buddies, mii wei and her buddy left after eating. went to kovan after that and then to bugis. toured bugis street and we were shoppimg more than the china students, leehuand, deborah and adelia left after that. then had KFC oe lunch. went to plaza sing for ice monster and took train bakc to eleanor's house. watche the NDP together and ordered CANADIAN PIZZA for dinner, THANK YOU ELEANOR'S FATHER FOR TREATING! went back home at 10.12pm and slept at close to 1 am.

sunday:
woke up at 6am and brought her to school at 7am. cam-whorred! had breakfast at macs after that. talked and walked around kovan and reached home at 11.34am.

here are the photos!

SUNDAY MORNING: