CLARICE IS PROUD OF HERSELF FOR HER PHYSICS TEST!
i never ever thought that i could even pass for the physics test!
i just anyhow anyhow do also can! OMG!
the highest was 8/10, obviously cassandra
and i have ogt 7/10! woots! its the happy to the extreme kind
never thought that i could do it. lol

having sunburn on my neck area and nose area
abit here and here and its itching me.
ndp rehearsal was a fruitful one tough. we could do the whole entire procedure properly.
WELL DONE!
but for the pd ppl. sigh what else can i say?
see ppl fainting also dont know how to save
still got the cheek to buy stuff. sigh..
whats going to happen on the real ndp day? if got more casualties, can they handle?

tags reply:
jaime: lol. i have gooten used to it. and i am trying to distant away from violin. abit of phobia of hearing it every day.
vienna: i online already luh! lol. i need to study, so cannot always online

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stayed back in school to do the physics project with xinyan and joaquim
wanleng the additional one, stayed back with us.

she walked me all the way to my house there the bus stop and
i waited for 113 with her
she like miss 2 bus cause she claims that the bus come too early
and she wants to talk more.
she only got up the bus when the 3rd 113 come and i have to call her hp
and talk to her till she tell me she reached home.

tomorrow have the NDP training
going to be a tiring one
bet i will get some muscle ache again!

oh.. took height and weight last friday!
and i think that i am fat until i cannot take it!! OMG!
height: 165.6cm ( i think i am more than this! )
weight: 49.4kg ( FAT LIKE DONT KNOW WHAT!!!!!! )

tags reply:

andrea: okies. i will
enyin: thanks!
jaime: charge for what? my update long enough anot? lol.
elizabeth mdm: shuddup. i wont post just for you! you not important enough! jk. lol

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today chinese was horrible
tired until like dont know what !!!
sleep then teacher stare.
she think the top of my head got eyes
if liying nv nudge me, i wont even realise larh
e maths was a WOOOTTSSS!
full marks sia! 15/15.
first time get full marks for class test!
SHOCKED! lol

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today had chinese test. crapped it! sure fail,
comfirm plus chop chop!
physics test was alright, not so bad.
could do, but the graph drawing was totally cannot make it
chapel today was awesome!
i started the clap for the everyday song!
after school had a talk with miss wong.
left school like damn late
made yuxian wait for me. feel damn bad
she need to rush home and i kept her back
pierced my 2nd piercing on left and right
finally!! $5 per hole!
have to season it asap. friday got parade
must put ear stick on friday
no choice....

tags reply:

hongyu: okay, you are my informationist not spy!!

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back from school!!
had prize presentation today!
miss my two trophies now!

got back a math paper.
inproved kind of alot for me
last term got 11.5/ 25.
and now 16/25.
its kind of lousy still, but,
i know i tried my best!! woootss!!

e math test was much easier than i've expected!
got kind of confidence in it!
i guess will get back on thurs
miss kok is a fast marker!

ndp practise was tiring!!!
need to marktime for very long
and i was the timer!!
haha.
but it was a fruitful drill practise tough!
the sec1s can finally march.
although not at the standard yet, but improvememts
day by day is good enough!!

tags reply:
jaime: cuzzie!!! i am sorry larh, nv imform you:)
hongyu: actually i expected more gross stuff from her. but that is still like abit too over huh!! lol
vienna: hey girlfriend! thanks for tagging! love you lots!!! :)

please, get away from me as you are not those type that i will go for. and it is obvious that i wont go for you. you keep doing all those things and saying those stuff are just grossing me out. i've got a informationist, dont make me get too harsh on you!!

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changed my url today
for dont know what reason
just felt liek changing it
and changing th ckint o a simpler one
saw this skin somewhere before
but nevermind, just use
dislike those colourful type like i used to have
and you know what?
after months of forgetting someone
that someone came back into my life again!
trying my best to forget again.
it is easier to say then to be done
so just let fate decide
ndp is coming and the contingent is formed
so yupp. hope that st john wont malu ourselves
especially the sec1 standard is not there at all.
they cant even do the basics
and the sec2 think taht they are very good and dont need practise
what the hell!
i am so tired.
emo-ing now..
i miss those time with ___rememeber you teaching me to hold, to breath and to blow.miss those times dearly now doing it alone or with friends are not meaningful.especially not together with you getting rid of the smell together how joker can we get giving each other 5 mins in the toilet,buying mint sweets and you said that eclipes is the best of all you triedand itworks!
haha..
thinking of the past now.
never mind
got to live my life more meaningfully
think about the future!!

had musical duty ytd night with hongyu
the duty ended early
so went back at 9.30pm instead.
musical was great on friday night
i wore all white, cause i could'nt fit into yuxian's
black skinnies
lol, bai xue gong zhu?
went back by lee huang's dad's van
3 ppl squueze infront
felt damn bad
sat at the playground and had some _____
before going back home.
reached home late
dad was waiting for me.
sigh..
life is miserable...

tags reply:
evan: thanks :)

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COMPETITION HAS OFFICIALLY ENDED!A LET ME TELL YOU ALL WHAT HAPPENED!

saturday, met liying and jaime in the school, went for luncha nd then to buy team bottle, damn cool, we got the nike bottle, just all diff colour. but its damn cool. then stayed in school and revise until kanna chase out of school and we walked to tiffany mdm's house together. at night, terrible bathing experience, i was in the toilet with liying, she was outside and i was in the shower curtain-ed area. then cause bazil came and knock the door, then liying went to open when elzabeth mdm barge in, i screamed the hell out of me. luckily nothing was seen! phew. then the night time, terrible! the praying session, i cried cause of mainly stress and seeing trainers having extra stress. so just felt bad and cried while tiffany mdm prayed for each and everyone of us. then going up to the sleeping area, team hug time, cried again. so its like. omg, mass crying session. at night, slept at about 1 plus. couldnt sleep.

next morning, woke up late and rushing like hell. hurry gel hair, hurry change. hurry everything. the bus came and we were still not done. on the bus, could'nt help it but teared a little bit. just a little. reached and registerded. the mass fall in opening seesion was scary. my heart nearly stopped.cause na3 sent a male steward and they asked their #1 to decide what to do. i was afraid that the #1 will be very selfish and ask elizabeth mdm to fall out. i was like shit shit shit. and luckily, is na3 #5 be steward. HENG ARGH! went totally off key on the word squad when checking of uniform. but just heck care!

frist procedure was first aid, i didnt tell liying the exact location. got marked down by that. damn guilty. then my causualty, i nevr immobilise the full body. didnt suspect spinal injury! we didnt put the neck collar immediately for the cpr case.

next nursing was quite okay, but for my dressing, its like errrr..

then footdrill, upon keblakan, i slipped and nearly fell, was like trying to balance like some penguin. double bangs, i went off key and jaime went high pitch.

finished all the procedures at 11 plus. was sleeping and playing throughout. cause we need to march from one point to the other. so we march into the toilet and behandi infrot of the cubicle. damn funny! was playing after lunch time. liying claims that jaime does'nt breath when she sleeps!! haha, lol!

lunch time was not good at all. the food wasn't nice, i had no idea how i was suppose to finish it up. just hurry eat and thre the rest away before the dustbin gets full and very difficult to dispose my filled up lunch box.

results was tiring, heartbeating very very fast and stood for very long. got the BEST DRILL AND 2ND FOR HOME NURSING. the drill was a tie with zone 3, but both of us still gotten the trophy. got the 8th position for first aid and gotten 5th position for overall. really sad about the results and teared just a little bit for the praying part. but was smiling more than tearing.

dinner was at tiffany mdm's house. had macs, delievered to her house. washed my hair at tiffany mdm's house and then took taxi back at 8 plus 9.

slept at 11.15pm and woke up at 10.50 am. its like so so long. didnt go to school today. was really tired. and not only me, #2, 3,4 and 6 all never go school. #5 didnt want to go school but has some talk today, so have to go to school. saddist..

tags reply:
hongyu: okies.

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ITS JUST 36 MORE HOURS TO MY NATIONALS
AND TO BE HONEST, I AM REALLY SCARED AND NERVOUS FOR IT
TODAY WAS THE LAST TRAINING. WE PRAYED TOGETHER, I WAS HOLDING ONTO LIYING AND TIFFANY MDM'S HANDS REALLY TIGHT. I REALLY WANTED TO ENJOY MY LAST PRAYING SESSION DURING TRAINING TIME. I THINK I WILL MISS TRAINING VERY VERY MUCH, ALTHOUGH I AM ALWAYS VERY TIRED AND I JUST THINK THE TIME FLIES. SUNDAY IS COMPETITION.
why do ppl only learn to appreciate something when you lose it or about to lose it. this is my second time stating this statement. i am really worried. we met miss nair toda, she wanted us to be the champion. really really stressed up by that statement that she said. but we promised that we will get the top 3 positions for her. best nursing and best drill, thats our aim, and best cpr for liying. we really spent alot alot of time training and competition is really coming so so fast. i am afraid that i will just break down and cry tomorrow at tiffany mdm's house. i am so not prepared. jaime and i will be practising our vocals tomorrow morning so that we can command and time our best on sunday. just hope that things will go smoothly and we are able to do well for sunday.

NA2

CHIONG

ALL

THE

WAY!!

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nice united photo right?

1st row ( from left ): me, liying

2nd row (from left ): jaime, stefanie



same phone, same wall paper!

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BELIEVE OR NOT?!
it's 60 hours and 20 more mins to NATIONALS!
KILL ME NOT?
TIME FLIES, its really scary
and jaime and i started to count and realised that
altogether, we've spend like nearly 9-10 months for these competitions
its like so long yet so not long
through these months i learnt so so much
grew and changed so so much
i never thought that we are able to get back the zonal champion trophy
and in just a couple of hours time, it will be the nationals
will we be able to get the national trophy?
although we say that our aim is at the top 5, can we even get it?
yes, we may be good, but so are the rest
we are improving, the rest are also
so just hope that the judges are able to see the hard work we put into
mr ferdous may be the drill judge.
just hope that he is, because i am so going to use his tone to command
i dont care if i will go off key or no breath
i am just going to give my best to it.
but just afraid that my chest is going to hurt like the other day
when i took a deep breath and my chest hurt!
it has been happening whenever i breathe too hard
so just pray hard that i will be alright on that day.
hope that we can at least get ONE trophy back for our trainers
they spent alot alot alot of time training us.
especially tiffany mdm, she have been polishing our boots.
really touched by her actions..

i have been sleeping during lesson time.
really afraid that i wont be able to do well this term again.
but no matter what, try my best will be fine

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i have never ever gotten this feeling before,i just felt like leaving this place
where i am right now. i have no feelings towards this place anymore.just now when i was bathing, i heard dad and mum quarrelling and shouting at each other. i couldn't help it, but cried siliently in the toilet. i hate to hear them quarrel over small matters.
just now, before sis returns, dad wanted me to transfer the documents from the pc to sis laptop. mum was just kind enough to ask him to wait for sis to return and get her to do it on her own incase she has got any project that will be deleted and all. mum knows nothing about computer. but why cant dad just be kind enought to tell mum nicely? why cant he just explain? when sis just open the door and entered, dad shouted very loudly at mum. i could hear them in the toilet. i felt sour deep within me. i had no idea why is this happeing to my family. i thought these stuff will only happen in drama shows. i am wrong, totally. i thought blogging about your family problem was something that i need not blog about as i thought i had a happy family. i am wrong! this family that i am in now is no longer happy. the fact that dad had transfer to a new department may be good as the pay is higher there. but the fact that the ppl there are not nice at all. they bitch about people and its not only once, but many times i see porn stuff in the pc. i am totally disgusted by it. its not just deleting ther hostory after watching. i still saw everything by accident.
sometimes i really think that this house is dirty, just too dirty. i am totally stressed out by everything. nationals are just coming in 7 days time! and i ahve not finished my weekend homework! trainings are everyday! morning drills, my parents only know howto nag and nag. sigh. what kind of family is this!!! rarhh!!!
feel much muchbetter after typing all these out!!

i

want

to

离

家

出

走

!

!

!

had enough of this fucking place this fucking life.where were you when i needed you the most?i always listen you out, but you were never with me when i needed you. its had been days since you last called me. what exactly happened? i know nothing about your whereabouts for the whole week. this is worrying me totally!

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THIS SHOW IS NICE!

GO CATCH IT!

MAKE SURE YOU

CRY AFTER

COMING OUT!

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I AM RASHING LIKE CRAZY!
went to see a doc ytd and i had a jab
its OMG damn pain,
no warning, just poke it in
i was like grabbing my mum's shirt!
it was like the whole thing numbed there!
it was painful indeed!!!
now i have to apply this cream and
also have 2 type of medicine
2 small small tablet
and it makes me drowsy during lesson and i hate it!
i even slept during miss kok's lesson
felt damn bad now larh!

12 more days! counting down already
it's seriously a no no no no more time to watse
its like less than 1000 hours to nationals
and the attitude we gave during today was errrr...
had no idea why i started to tear like pig today
i was thinking why is the team getting lesser united everyday
and its obvious that we show attitude to each other.
not as if i dont, but we can change for the better i guess
GO NA2! its the last few laps, lets hold hands together
and run the finishing line together with one heart and one mind!!

tags reply:
amamnda: okies
charMANGO: okies
jaime: you can dont go alr. mrs tan allow. you pro in drill, when you go the next session, sure can catch up one larh! no worries at all.

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