fruitful talk with miss oh!
the soft and hard approaching!
its really interesting to see her facial espression when she's trying to imitate how we and the other reacts to certain situation!
btw, really tired to someone..
nagging non stop you know?
and she's like threatening me!! her msn icon is blinking now!!!!!!
which mean that i need to read what she's telling me and all.
she's thinking that i am her dog or what, telling me what to do you know?
WTF!
she's totally annoying, like some pieces of pang sai!

why is it that some ppl can be so enclose to themsleves and dont even allow ppl to enter and understand them better? do i really need to use the flying kite method and handle with them?
does keeping close relationship help? or should i just talk to them? or pretend nothing have happened and continue??

Labels: confused and tired of trying

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last day of hospital attachment.
sad la!!!
so many ah ma and ah gong there. and they are seriously super cute.
especially when they sleep..
haha
btw, this aunty is 98 this year!

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RRRRAAARRRHHH!!!!!
tmr will be the last day of hospital attachment!
its the friends that we make there.
bed 3,4,5,16 and so many more
all the experiences we had with 3,4,5,11,21,29,32 and so so many more
all the scary and wonderful stuff that we see
all the friendly and dao nurses that we met
I AM SO GOING TO MISS WARD 35!
haha, had a fun and tiring experience there..
:):):):):):)


21 november is tmr! : ZUIAI'S BIRTHDAY!!










bloody hell,
there's training tmr!
going to leave my house for more than 12 hours!

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hospital attachment at changi hospital ytd and today.
learnt super alot of things with liying today.

we helped to feed this elderly through a tube, connecting to her nose.
we poured this milk like thing called" ensure" into the tube and into her nose.

we saw how to change diapers and bed sheet.
cool huh!

and so many more things!

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CURRENTS.
Current mood: neutral
Current taste: normal
Current clothes: pyjamas ( garfield dress )
Current desktop: hp
Current time: 10.12pm
Current thoughts: how will hospital attachment be tmr?

FIRSTS.
First bestfriend: johanna yeow
First crush: _______ when i was 4 years old!
First movie: mulan?
First time clubbed: nil
First patner: i cant rmb who
First kiss: my mamma and papa?

LASTS.
Last cigarette: nil
Last alcohol: nil
Last car ride: sunday
Last crush:_________
Last time clubbed: nil
Last patner: leehuang
Last phone call: junior
Last CD played: i listen through radio
Last song played: when i grow up by pcd
Last person kissed: my cousin
Last place gone to: hospital

HAVE YOU EVER-S.
Have you ever dated one of your bestfriend: no
Have you ever been arrested: No
Have you ever been on TV: yes. in shaoxing
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: No
Have you ever did drugs: never!

PLACES.
Places you can always be seen at: Home
Places you would like to go: everywhere
Places you would like to visit: the whole world

THINGS.
Things you like to eat: chocolate
Things you like to do: sleep for the rest of the day

And the 6 people i choose to do this:
_nil_

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back from training,
i am almost half dead from all the screamings.
wanted a shock case,
it didnt turned up to be a real shocking one. but i can tell that these cases with so sudden stuff helped them to learn faster and better!
was being some dumb crowd and screaming all the way through until my throst is rather pain.
and after the teaching of hn, i think cause ear block, i seem to be talking very loud. dont know what shit is stuck inside. LOL

3 more days to my birthday
6 more days to ELEANOR coming back from korea
7 more days to ZUIAI'S birthday
8 more days to wanleng's birthday

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sigh, its like so so tiring to train and the sec 4 seniors o'levels are ending and they will be coming down to train the juniors. just cant believe what will their reaction be like when they see those juniors doing their stuff. have you seen someone stoning during a fa case when the casualty has no pulase and respiration? oh my tian, thats how stone they can get and pl is known for the cannot make it for fa case.. seriously, if these juniors are remaining like this, jaime and i going to give up really really soon!!! cca fair is also going to come soon and we have to plan for the performance, the speech and the presentation. also decorate the cca board and cca fair booth.. so many things to do and my year have 7 ppl only..got to use the sec2 to help out.. now jaime haven tell me the details i can feel the stress alr, wait till we start work and do the stuff, i'll just go crazy!

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next monday wednesday and friday,
it going to be the most tiring week i guess..
8am-11.30am,
training with nc7
11.30am-1pm,
lunch and journey to changi hospital
1pm-6pm,
hospital attachment at changi hospital.

training for 3/5 days that i will be going for hospital attachments..
i will need to train jaim's team in the morning and jaime take over after she's back from hers.
cause have different shifts.

heard that we will be getting the nurse uniform..
is it true? not so sure, but i just know that i need to report in my full st john uniform on the first day of attachment.. there will be so much to learnt! like whoa, can be a nurse assistant is going to be so so cool luh!

maybe after this attachment, i will be either very into nurse as my future carreer or i will just hate it alot.. dont know how will our life be like over there. but pray hard that we'll all have fun there!! :)

shift 1 (8 am - 1pm) :
jaime, sukanya and elizabeth

shift 2 ( 1pm-6pm):
liying, santhiya and i

wait for my update post on hospital attachment next week, pictures in our attire and during working time will be up!!! :)


-- just talked to zuiai on the phone, talking about the dumb stuff we did together, the running around the plant ( not tree ) and the vomitting after running from kovan to school.. if next year she's able to get back to school, how nice will it be? she saysthat there's a percentage that she misses school and she regrets quitting. so just hope that the school is able to see how much she would like to return to school and accept the fact that she has been trying to turn good! :)
then i read her blog, really dont know how to comfort her. so i just tried to aviod the topic whenever she tells me about it, cause i am not in the situation and not sure if the stuff i tell her will help her anot. so whenever she tells me, i will just reply" orh/so/then " really sorry zuiai, i dont dare to comfort you. i dont want to hinder your thinking. maybe those stuff i tell you is only from my point of view, but is not what he thinks.. sorry, i am just not fit to be in the position to cheer you up..

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gotten this pic from my aunt ytd night..

nice pic! haha, my family is united and happy!!

"a picture tells a million words..."

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unglam!!

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NEW BLOGSKIN!!

i find this rather interesting though the skin is not very nice..
but i'll just leave it on till i get a new one or i'll put in the old one back in!!
haha, mean while, pls comment anything you want to comment abt this not-so-nice blogskin
cause if ppl thinks that its ok to leave it on, i wont change it......

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freak!! whats happening, ppl are tagging me to do such things!! argh! but i'll be nice and do it!!


DRUMROLL!

Rule #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
Rule #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game sending it to other people.

1.Do you have secrets?
yupp.. plenty of it :)
2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
if he's worth my love
3. Do you enjoy going to school?
yes, learnt NEW things!
4. What is your current dream job?
nurse or teacher? (government job)
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
yes! i answered this in the previous one before!
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loving someone..
7. Will you forgive the person who had play around with your feelings?
depends on how much that person hurt me
8. If the person you like knows you like him/her, what would be your reaction if he/she said yes? give that person a hug and a smile?
9. Is there anything that made you extremly happy?
ah-bu-den
10. What takes you down the fastest?
failure!
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
i may be dead. how i know how i will be?
12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
friends, family, YOU! heehee
13. What is/are the most important thing(s) in life?
my house, my money, my phone, my clothes, the oxygen!
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
i'm alright with both as long as i am happy!
15. What your favourite colour?
yellow, yellow dirty fellow!!
16. Would you give your all in a relationship?
no! its about giving and taking too!
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
argh, just love the two of them and see who love me more and pick that one and leave the other one alone, since is i loev them not that person love me.. so i wont hurt that person!!
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
ARGH! i answered this before!
19. Will you confess to the person you like/love?
duh! why so secretive for?
20. 5 people i'm gonna sabo:
____NIL____

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end of holiday lesson!!
had holiday lessons for 7 hours a day. 3 days in total!!
it was called as intensive lesson, but dont feel the intensive at all.
haha, many ppl hope to have more lessons!

chinese lesson today was a blast!
19/29 students turned up, just because the chi lesson was at the end of the day and everyone just went home and pon chinese. but we still had fun in class, playing the A class vs B and C class game. lol.. the A class ppl claims that they are playing for the sake of miss kok. lol




had a short training with nc7 ytd and today, rather dissapointed for ytd's training. aft their drill procedure, i aksed them how much do they think they owe. they said 85. this 85 includes the 30 that i added cause they did the duge(?) thingy for up to 20 times and cant get it right.. so if exclude the 30, they only do 55. i told them one mistake is 5, so they are telling me that they only made 11 mistakes in total.. i didnt say anything, but just made them do waht punishments they want, i was asking myself:" how many times did they have double bangs, have messy dressing, have arms swings not together, how many times they drag their feet and i told them to lift up their feet, how many times did they not lock their hands when they bang, how many times did #1 forget the command and said it twice and then got it right, how many times did #5 do her stuff wrongly.. how many times did they adjust without permission even, how many times did they laugh at their#1, how many times did they shift their eyes doing drill, how many times did i remind them not to look on the ground and look up instead, how many times did i ask them lift thier legs when they bang and the list carries on.." there were so many mistakes and they said 85. even liying and jaime was shocked about the number. then i was alright, just ask them to continue. they did 85 squat stands. many times, some of them didnt lock their arms while squating. #5 couldnt take it and continued with buddha clap. she didnt strighten her arms and clap. i didnt ask her to do more. i was really patient with them in this. then it was 7 rounds round the assembly area.. how many times did i ask them to close up the gaps, how many times did i ask them to not walk. i see some of them suffering, i even went up to them and push them forward to close up the gaps. at the first few rounds, i ran with them. although i was speeding. but doesnt it make sense that the faster you run, the faster you complete. and they got totally no stamina. how to do drill like that? just ask themselves la, how many of them was panting away at the second round. then it was the last round asking for permission to stop. while some was jogging on the spot and waiting for me to ask them to stop, some of them bend down and stopped alr.. when i went to them, i even jog on the spot with them. why didnt i ask them to stop immediately? why did i ask them to jog on the spot and listen to me talking? its for them to slowly cool down. isnt that the right thing to do after you are exhausted from all the runnings? while i was talking and still jogging on the spot, #5 stopped alr, she was standing and panting away. i kept quiet. then it was #3, she sat down on the floor and #1 went down to her and talked to her and say: " dont sit, your butt will grow big." at that point of time, i guess only #2 and 4 was still jogging on the spot with me or have they stopped, i didnt take notice of it. when i saw them just stopping and sitting while i was talking, you expect me not to get pissed off? then i walked away. one of them asked" so can we stop?" ask me that when more than half of the team have alr stopped 5 mins ago? i replied" you all want to stop then stop loh" and guess what i saw? all 5 of them stopped. that was what they want isnt it? before that i alr kept quiet even if i see them doing things that was against the rule. adjusting while i talking doing drill and during punishment time, when no one gave them the permission to. they didnt even bother to ask permission to adjust. talk to them, they dont reply " yes mdm/ no mdm" they just nod their head or just reply "orh" all these i kept quiet, but have you really treated me as your trainer? sit down right infront of me while i was talking. is this how you guys want to treat me? if yes, then forget it. if you guys dont respect me, then dont expect any respect from me. i wont respect you guys. after you all did so many things, someone still can sms to say that you dont know why i was so angry. all those things that you done are like nothing to you guys cause you all are used to doing it. you think that theres nothing wrong with it. but i can just say that i am dissapointed by how you guys behave. you all were worst that wat i expected.
especially when i met you guys during my break time. i gave up on my break to see you guys do your drill. but what do i see? the duge(?) part was done for nearly 20 times! and ppl were also laughing it you guys. dont you all feel embarrassed by it? a simple part of the procedure can actually use up all of my patience. the numbers that you all are suppose to stop at, you all already know. what else is stopping you from doing it? i dont understand. like seriously. is the timing too soft till you all cant hear for your numbers? i dont think so. #3 was rather loud. you guys just threw your face infront of the tracks girls.. look at what they were doing everytime you guys need to re-do? hear what they say when you guys cant get it. they were laughing at how foolish you guys are just being unable to do it,they told me that i was really patient to you guys. if i wasnt, i think i will just walk off when you guys were re-doing duge(?) at the 5 th or 6th times. but i actually stayed on to teach you guys and say the timing together with you guys and tell you guys when to bang. after like seeing you guys doing up to 30 over times. only 1 time can make it, but the dressing was off. what does this say about you all. during the self train time, you all were mainly doing footdrill, but did you all actually practise? or just playing? maybe these shall be the last time you all will have self train. cause i see not much improvements...

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cool huh?!
my parents went to beijing while i was in shanghai!
haha, lovely honey mooning!!

haha...
envy me! they loving, but just hope that this last as long as they lives!!

:):):):):):):):)

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http://www.shaoxing.com.cn/news/content/2008-10/27/content_337938.htm

go take a look at this. our school was on the news on one of the channels in shao xing. rather cool huh.. we were like some big ppl goign to their school, the media was following us throughout the day and interviewing us and all.. yupp, rather good experience being like so popular!! lol!

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clarissa neo asked me to do this..

1. Do you have secrets?
yupps.. plenty! (:
2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
if he's worth it//
3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
yupp.. learn NEW stuff
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
do everything that will please me.
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
yes, best friend means very close already marh.. why cannot be together??
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loving someone..
7. What do you think is special?
something taht no words can decribe it..
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
just carry on with life!
9.Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
yes! pleanty!!! :D
10. Do you have any regrets?
yes, regrets that get make me cry for weeks
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
how would i know? i may be dead!
12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
family, friends
13. What kind of the person do you think the person tagged you is?
friendly, sociable, adorable( especialy when sleeping! ), happy-go-lucky, easily contented, my BEST MEI! she's clarissa btw.. :D
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
as long as i can be happy i dont mind any of them..
15. What is your favourite colour?
yellow yellow dirty fellow!
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
NO. in a relationship, there must be some giving and taking!
17. What would you do if someone whom you hate ask for your forgiveness?
depends on how sincere that person is!
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
depending on how much i was hurt.
19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
both has it's good and bad.. but i think being in a relationship will be better!!
20. MY DARLINGS WHO MUST MUST DO THIS QUIZ! (:
----- NIL -----

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INTRODUCING MY SISTER!
haha, she calls me jie when we were in china
she calls many ppl there as mama, papa and all.
so practically her whole "family" is there!!

HER NAME IS CLARISSA! she's CLARICE'S MEI!

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clarice and gracia!!

deborah and i
taking from under table during lesson time.. shhhh..

samantha and i
from under table too!!

hey eudora, i think this one is not that unglam, so decided to leave it here..
:)

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ok,

for some reason, my computer is unable to upload the pics.
i am only able to upload 5 pics in a post.
so i decided to give up and stop the uploading.

will be uploading some pics in my friendster.
please view them from there.
sorry for any inconvenience caused..

btw, anyone who is able to help me to solve this prob, please let me know..

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back from china!!

NOT ALL THE PIC WILL BE UP HERE.
MAYBE LESS THAN 10 WIL BE HERE.
FOR MORE PIC, PLEASE GO TO MY FRIENDSTER.

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15 going 16 in nov
17 nov is her biggest day
she's studying in plmgs(s)
combine science class
a proud st john cadet
she has many nice friends
she loves everyone!
NA2 was the best moments of life
nc3 #1
na2 #1
nc7 trainer

music

to recover from trauma

be below 48kg

silver star ring

move the piano into the room!

pass grade 5 theory with distinction!

pass grade 5 practical with merit

new mp3

get into pharmacy science- 11 pts

get below 9 for L1R4

get below 14 for L1R5

nc7 to be a team

nc7 to get best team leader for me

nc7 to achieve top 3

nc7 to get all that nc3 didnt get

A1 grade for cca points

cca fair gifts to be approved

cca fair skit to be done

10 jan- cca fair

chinese new year

10th anniversary party

common test 1

sjab training camp

14 march- piano theory test

zonal fa and hn competition 2009

hand over

mid year exam

prelims

o'levels

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