i have never ever gotten this feeling before,i just felt like leaving this place
where i am right now. i have no feelings towards this place anymore.just now when i was bathing, i heard dad and mum quarrelling and shouting at each other. i couldn't help it, but cried siliently in the toilet. i hate to hear them quarrel over small matters.
just now, before sis returns, dad wanted me to transfer the documents from the pc to sis laptop. mum was just kind enough to ask him to wait for sis to return and get her to do it on her own incase she has got any project that will be deleted and all. mum knows nothing about computer. but why cant dad just be kind enought to tell mum nicely? why cant he just explain? when sis just open the door and entered, dad shouted very loudly at mum. i could hear them in the toilet. i felt sour deep within me. i had no idea why is this happeing to my family. i thought these stuff will only happen in drama shows. i am wrong, totally. i thought blogging about your family problem was something that i need not blog about as i thought i had a happy family. i am wrong! this family that i am in now is no longer happy. the fact that dad had transfer to a new department may be good as the pay is higher there. but the fact that the ppl there are not nice at all. they bitch about people and its not only once, but many times i see porn stuff in the pc. i am totally disgusted by it. its not just deleting ther hostory after watching. i still saw everything by accident.
sometimes i really think that this house is dirty, just too dirty. i am totally stressed out by everything. nationals are just coming in 7 days time! and i ahve not finished my weekend homework! trainings are everyday! morning drills, my parents only know howto nag and nag. sigh. what kind of family is this!!! rarhh!!!
feel much muchbetter after typing all these out!!

i

want

to

离

家

出

走

!

!

!

had enough of this fucking place this fucking life.where were you when i needed you the most?i always listen you out, but you were never with me when i needed you. its had been days since you last called me. what exactly happened? i know nothing about your whereabouts for the whole week. this is worrying me totally!

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