Friday, December 12, 2008
fuck!.try this, waking up early for cca
did 230++ stretchers with the sec1 and sec2s and of course hoon and neo
when going back,
realise some people with plastic bags, didnt even bother to open up their golden mouth to ask if we need plastic bags to contain the stuff that we did.. and they just went home sweet home.
i'm sorry that i said that word so loudly,
but seeing the whole damn table filled with things and just look at how small the plastic bag i have is, i couldnt stop it from coming out.
then it was the windmils..
it was on the floor, gloria couldnt bring them all home, she got a small plastic bag too.
at that moment i was like,
"wtf, so many things to bring back?"
cannot tahan already...
hoon and neo then got me a black garbage bag and say that its the only thing i have to contain my stuff..
omfg,
GARBAGE BAG LEH!
i threw all the indmils in and the stretchers in the GARBAGE BAG and dragged the whole thing home..
imgaine yourslef holding onto a GARBAGE BAG and walking home..
when i reach homw, got to ruch like some mad dog for tuition
perspire until... -.-
and my swollen index finger hurts.
it really hurts.
really really hurts.
its like a pinkish sausage now.
neo's fingers are numbed for a night ytd
we are sacrifcing really alot for the gifts
and i am trying my best to perfect every single gift
many had the thinking
" they are also going to throw it away what, do so nice for what?"
if you do them until very ugly, its a 100% thorw away.
even before cca fair starts, the teacher will reject all
in the end, who kanna? me!
wtf is that kind of thinking.
and i ahve 33 more to go and many more to edit and perfect it..
my finger hurts and neo finger is numbed and she have to do 27!
she is not even the gift comm ppl you know?
she is just a helper who is helping even though her finger is numbed
how to find such a helper like that??
i thought 13 ppl can finish everything.. no, in te end, not enough paper. -.-
bloody hell..
still need to bring home and do..
over the date line for 2 times already
hoon didnt say anything
but is like, i am feeling really bad for not helping
she's so stressed up and i cant even help anything..
i really dont know how to help.
i need her to complete almost everything, and in the end,
i am putting more stress on her
i cant help much when she helped me so much in this cca fair and trainng..
oh my mamamia
i feel so damn bad for her to be like that
she is putting alot of stress on herself and many ppl are not doing the things that they need to do and causing hoom to get all the scoldings
are those ppl sensible to know that we think that they are able to do the job thats why they are in the committe??
i guess they just think that we give them all the sai gang
hello, if you think that its a sai gang, you still need to do right?
not throw everything to others to help you to finish it
and its such a simple task that you cannot even do before you say that you have to be away
training is going to be back so soon and ex seniors are going to be back
someone who have joined competitons and won before is coming back to see the standards
what will happen if ex seniors think that they are not good?
who will kanna? us again..
hoon and i are in such a difficult position trying to help them but they are not listening,
posted blog post for them, no one acknowledge.
so have they read it?
they own blog they also dont want to care about it.
then whats the point of having blog?
just delete it away la..
if this time we train them and they are like the past again,
i guess hoon and i will really give up or something..
they are lagging behind but they do not know..
they think that they are good enough..
like as if.. -.-
if they know how stress it is to train them, i just hope and pray that they will know what to do next..
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