Monday, January 12, 2009
i guess after all these stuff,
i have decided to give up on all of you.
you just walked away like that,
right straight in front of me.
reason for walking away is because you think that its sangavi fault that caused the whole team to do the same procedure over and over again right? but have you thought that its not just her fault. she was not the only one that causes the mistake, its #1, #2 and you who took a big step and causes huifen to be blocked and sangavi is unable to catch up with her own number. if you think so highly of yourself, you can try doing it,. its not easy to be #5 ok?
you are in the wrong for walking away and you will be in the wrong no matte how many sorries you say. because right after you left you sent me a sms saying" tell sangavi i dont want to see her anymore! i cant stand her fucking attitude anymore"
so who is the one showing that fucking attitude, is it really sangavi? although i heard so so so many complains about her. but frankly, i've never seen sangavi showing me attitude before. the most she dont study. but if she studies and she practises her procedures, she can be better than you do you know that?
who do you think i am? really a friend and thats all? you treat me like a rubbish, just pick me up anytime you want and dump me aside when you dont need me. you are no longer a qian jing da xiao jie during cca, when you're infront of me. change the way you treat things. not all things have to suit your way. why is everyone comprimising with you?! you are the one with the most complains alright?!
you are just a nobody who has no rights to irritate anyone as and when you like, then try to please and ask for forgiveness as and when you wish. you think you have a forever time to train? you think you have the whole world's time to get along with your team mate? you think you have the whole world's time to have things of your own way?
i'm sorry, you dont have.
8 weeks is all you have from now. you better think whether you want to watse all these 8 weeks doing rubbish or you want to spend this 8 weeks wisely and start training. its you all that are going for the competition, not me. all i can do is just to train and pass down all the knowledge i have to all of you. whether you all have the time to listen to me and get all the facts right for competition or not, its none of my business. you all get the last, you all cry, you all regret, you all blame me. i wont bother. caused i've warned you before.
and please know that you are the one pulling the team down. cause of you, the team cant proceed with the drill practise. i'm serious of getting you out of this team, if you are not going to treasure this opportunity that you have...
no matter how many sorries you have, i wont believe in them anymore. actions speak louder than words. i dont want to accept your apology and then get heart broken by your actions anymore.
i would rather go to nc2.. they are more worthy than your team.
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